This is what Churro does if I lay on the floor

I saw this girl run for the bus, and it drove away right as she got there, so I offered her a ride and then directly after offering I remembered that people don’t really do that, and that people are told to not get in cars with strangers, and I feel bad cause I probably scared the crap out of this poor girl….

I just got home from body flow

Which is a mix of yoga, Pilates, and tai chi, and now I feel awesome. Such a great way to de-stress after this terrible weekend/first workday this week.

I don’t usually go to such a late class during the week, but I wasn’t able to go to the one right after work because of the vet appointment, and after dinner I still wanted to go.

I can’t wait until we go do Churro’s blood test tomorrow and find out if she is alright. She seems to be okay, but we wont know for sure until we get the bloodwork done.

Once that is all cleared up, massage on Friday and then Ash and Jamie come up for the weekend/comic expo! Next weekend is going to be so much better!

when people say I’ve had a hard life, I assume they are mocking me

I don’t see my past that way. I didn’t have it easy, but there are a lot of people who had it a lot worse than me. I was never abused, I always had a roof over my head and clothes on my back and food on the table.

I’ve never been kicked out of my house, and when I stopped living with my parents at the age of 16, it was my choice and I’m sure I would have been allowed to live in their house as long as I needed.

I’m also not going to pretend that everything was sunshine and rainbows. There were a lot of issues with mental health - involving pretty much everyone in my life - emotional neglect, and bullying from numerous family members (extended family included, but that’s another rant) and peers. I feel that all of these issues helped shape me into the person that I am.

I don’t regret leaving home at 16. It wasn’t easy - as I lived out of my ‘overnight bag’ for ~4 or 5 years before Peter and I bought our house - and I never really had a sense of belonging during that time, but it made my relationship with my parents better because when we saw each other, it was because we wanted to, not because we lived together. 

Now, my scars have faded (both physically and emotionally) but they will always be there. I am very thankful for what I have now, and what I have done with my life.  I have a lot of amazing people in my life and a great support system - even though I sometimes forget - and I want you to know that I appreciate every single one of you.

I don’t know what I’m trying to accomplish by this rambling, and it’s turned into something completely different than how it started… anyways I love you guys! 

s-kinnylife asked R & X


R: Turn Offs?
smoking, bad breath, telling me what to do

X: How many relationships have you had?
maybe three that I would actually consider to be ‘relationships’. I had a lot of super short term things too, and one time I had a stalker… which was not awesome.

OMG SOMEONE ACTUALLY ASKED ME ONE OF THESE THINGS FOR ONCE! however it wasn’t as an ask, so I replied and am posting it as well <3

burger night?! I’m putting my sweatpants on!